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Wednesday, May 17th, 2023 06:48 am
Wow I totally forgot about this site till I saw it mentioned on Tumblr.


Biggest thing that happened in my life is I lost my son to cardiac arrest in Aug of 22. Then lost my home due to not being able to pay.
I'm currently living with a cousin in a totally different state.

It's been a shitty year all around.

Conversations with Dragons [original fiction]

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Tuesday, March 8th, 2016 06:31 pm
Title: Conversations with Dragons
Warning: N/A
Comments: Percy Trumbull continues on his dragon quest. He finds out some things that other humans don't know
Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.



( Conversations with Dragons [original fiction] )
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Tea with Dragons [original story]

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Friday, December 11th, 2015 04:28 pm
TITLE: Tea with Dragons
COMMENTS: [original story] What happens when a young knight talks to the dragon he's come to kill. What things will he learn?

( Tea with Dragons )

One step further

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Wednesday, June 11th, 2014 09:18 am
It is now officially 6 months since the bitch passed away.

About a month ago I deleted all my family associated with my mom’s side of the family. I have no regrets about that all. They’ve made their stance on what I am to the family a long time ago.

I feel a lot freer after that.

Well the other day while waiting at the doctor’s office I took it further. The real final cut.

I’ve deleted all their phone numbers from my land line and my cell phone.

Since I don’t pick up the phone and answer it unless I know the number, that mean’s their numbers won’t be known or answered. Not that they’ve called. Unless it’s was an emergency or they needed something from me, they never did. I always had to make the calls. They’d get irrationally mad at me if I didn’t call once a day (mostly mom). But since she got sick and has since died. I only ever heard from them 4 times….. in 4 years. And that was they needed something an to let me know she was gone.

I don’t need their shit on top of everything else I have going on.

I’m much better off.


 











Oh yeah by the way.... for those of you who don't know my psych doc said she thinks it's a good idea if I could get a pet. So I asked my landlord and she said YES...
So in a few months when an old friend of our's cat has her kittens we're getting first pick, and they're going to arrange transportation to get the kitty here.
I'm so excited.

Happy Birthday Nick

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Tuesday, April 1st, 2014 03:48 pm
Feeling entirely too old for this shit....
The boy turned 28 today. (way too close to 30) ;A;

So like the unconventional sort we are, instead of cake or cupcakes he wanted Shoo-fly pie.








again sorry for shitty quality pics, I really need a different camera badly.
The house smells great right now. All spicy and warm.

Why I hate the mirror

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Sunday, February 23rd, 2014 03:02 pm

It’s not just the fact that I’m fat or ugly or that I’m old with lots and lots of gray hair. Those are horrifying enough to make me want to vomit violently, daily.

No the truly scary thing is occasionally I see my mother in the mirror.  I see her face. The scowl lines around her mouth. The jowls forming under my jaw. My nose is widening. I’m squinting through my glasses. I see her hairline.

Will I also turn into the cruel hateful bitch she was? Will my mind deteriorate the way hers did? I already have so many mental problems.  At least I won’t throw away my children like she did. I won’t favor one over the others. I only have one and I can’t live life with out him. But am I holding him back? 

It doesn’t happen often. But every once in a while, I’ll stroll past the bathroom mirror and just for one second I stop breathing…. I see her face.

And it literally scares me to death.

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Tail of Maids 2-The Lad [original story]

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Thursday, February 13th, 2014 09:38 pm

TITLE: Tail of Maids 2 - The Lad
COMMENTS: Just something I felt like writing. I've been blocked on my regular writing so this was a little side idea that got into my head. Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.

Women were said to be bad luck on ships and the sailors would throw them overboard. What would happen to them after that?

And what about the boy.

I hadn't really planned on doing a continuation of this story, but it seemed unfinished. and someone pointed that out. I actually agreed. So here's what I came up with.
 
( tail of maids-the lad )

Tail of Maids [original story]

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Wednesday, January 29th, 2014 06:10 pm
TITLE: Tail of Maids
COMMENTS: Just something I felt like writing. I've been blocked on my regular writing so this was a little side idea that got into my head. Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.

Women were said to be bad luck on ships and the sailors would throw them overboard. What would happen to them after that?

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( TAILS OF MAIDS )

What doesn't kill me [bleach fanfic]

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Saturday, September 14th, 2013 05:24 pm
 What doesn't kill me 
TITLE: What doesn't kill me

FANDOM: Bleach

Pairing: N/A, Shunsui Kyoraku, Nanao Ise 

COMMENTS: Bleach and all characters belong to Tite Kubo. Unbeta’d so all mistakes are mine alone.

Nanao demands that her captain train her. It doesn’t go as expected and she gets a few surprises.

Non romantic relationship, just a lieutenant and her captain. 

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My day of freedom

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Tuesday, August 13th, 2013 12:50 pm

This is my freedom day.

17 years ago my grandmother passed away.

Why you may ask. How does that compare to freedom?

I grew up with my grandparents after both of my parents abandoned me and there was no place left to go. I was barely 5 and NO ONE wanted me, so my grand parents took me in out of obligation.

They were hyper religious, especially my grandmother. I never had friends come over because she'd preach at them.

I was abused by my birth mom and subsequent step mom (all this was after my mom just took off and dad remarried.) BUT........ my grandmother never let me forget about it. She'd bring up the abuse at weird times.

They never hugged me, or kissed me, Read stories to me at bed time. There was no foul language in allowed. Heck I couldn't even have "Apple Jacks" cereal because Apple jack was a kind of home distilled alcohol and that was a deadly sin apparently.

After I began to take care of her in her remaining years is when I also had my son. The digs didn't stop then either.

When he was little Disney's Jungle Book was released on VHS or DVD *i don't remember which* McDonalds put the characters in the happy meals. Well we got quite a few Kaa the snake.  Only to have them suddenly disappear. I usually found them buried in the trash. WHY?  because snakes were evil according to the bible........... (the 'serpent' who tempted Eve in the garden of Eden)  Serpent=Snake  Evil incarnate.

Also when he was little my son was struck with Viral Encephalitis  [X]  this gave him various learning disorders and delayed physical traits.  Her brilliant deduction was "Well maybe if he had a father around he'd be smarter"   WTF? woman.

So yeah I have no real love for any of my family.  My aunts and uncles all resented that my grandparents HAD to take care of me and they never let me forget it. And I've never really been close to my mom's sadistic bunch.

So 17 years ago when my grandmother finally passed I felt like I could really breath and be myself for the first time ever. I've grown so much from that day. I can now freely curse and drink *which i always did but secretly* I can live the life I need to live.

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Valley of Fear [Bleach fanfic]

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Saturday, August 3rd, 2013 07:45 pm
 TITLE: Valley of Fear

FANDOM: Bleach

PAIRING: Implied ShunUki, Shunsui Kyoraku, Juushiro Ukitake

COMMENTS: AU, Death. I find sometimes when I'm pretty emotionally broken writing helps. Sometimes..... not sure about this time.

Bleach and all characters belong to Tite Kubo, Unbeta'd so all mistakes are mine alone.

( Valley of Fear )
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Day by Day [Bleach Fanfic]

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Wednesday, July 3rd, 2013 11:03 pm
TITLE: Day by Day
AUTHOR: [personal profile] missingkitsune
FANDOM: Bleach
PAIRING: ShunUki, Shunsui Kyoraku, Juushiro Ukitake
WARNINGS: No real warnings at this time. PG-17 Rated for implied sex. M/M relationship, guys kissing and fluff.
COMMENTS:


A/N: Done for the 30day OTP challenge on tumblr
Bleach and all characters belong to Tite Kubo. All mistakes are mine alone.
( Day by Day )

In the safety of shadows [bleach fanfic]

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Monday, April 8th, 2013 01:19 pm
TITLE: In the safety of shadows

FANDOM: Bleach

WORD COUNT: 1046

WARNINGS: Probably OOC, PG-13

COMMENTS AND DISCLAIMERS: After seeing a particular pic on tumblr The dust bunnies in my brain began to stir. This picture right here.

It’s totally un-beta’d since mine’s gone MIA.

Bleach and all it’s characters belong to Tite Kubo. I make no profit from it.
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( In the safety of shadows )
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I should have taken that left turn

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Sunday, March 10th, 2013 01:02 pm
TITLE: I should have taken that left turn

FANDOM: Bleach

PAIRING: Kyoraku/Ukitake

WORD COUNT: 2341

WARNING: Shonen-ai, M/M, AU, probably a lot of OOC

COMMENTS: Just a little something that got into my head and wouldn’t leave me alone.

Ukitake is a researcher/lecturer for a museum and is asked to go on a lecture tour. Things go wrong from the start.

all mistakes are mine alone, beta’d by sammich.

DISCLAIMER: Bleach and all it’s characters are owned by Tite Kubo, I make no money from the writing of this story.

( I should have taken that left turn )
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Fifty Little words

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Sunday, February 10th, 2013 07:27 pm
TITLE: Fifty little words
FANDOM: BLEACH
CHARACTER: SHUNSUI KYORAKU

COMMENTS: I got challenged to do this by the evil sammich. It was for 50 words/one sentence. This is prompt list alpha.

DISCLAIMER: bleach and all it’s characters belong to Tite Kubo. All mistakes are mine alone.
( 1sentence )
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Remnants [Bleach fanfiction]

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Saturday, January 12th, 2013 03:24 pm
TITLE: Remnants
AUTHOR: [personal profile] missingkitsune 
FANDOM: Bleach
WARNING: Angst
COMMENT: After Yamamoto's death, Shunsui is cleaning out his room.
Shunsui's thoughts after Yamamoto's death.

Bleach and all it's characters belong to Tite Kubo.
all mistakes are mine alone.

(I HAD THIS POSTED ON MY  TUMBLR RP BLOG. SO IF YOU'RE SEEING IT AGAIN, THAT'S WHY)


( Remnants )
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Promise pt 2 [bleach fanfic]

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Thursday, June 21st, 2012 04:42 pm

TITLE: Promise
FANDOM: Bleach
PAIRING: none for now
WARNING: SPOILER FOR THE LATEST CHAPTER PG 13 for now.
CHARACTER DEATHS AND SOME OOC-NESS
WORD COUNT: 1099

( promise pt 2 )
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Promise [bleach fanfic]

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Wednesday, June 20th, 2012 09:37 pm
TITLE: Promise
FANDOM: Bleach
PAIRING: none for now
WARNING: SPOILER FOR THE LATEST CHAPTER PG 13 for now.
WORD COUNT: 713





( promise )
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arachnophobia alert

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Tuesday, February 7th, 2012 11:04 pm
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Daddy's Little Girl

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Saturday, February 4th, 2012 12:35 am
  title: Daddy's Little Girl
author: [info]missingkitsune
fandom: bleach
pairing: Shunsui, Nanao, Starrk
warning: very minor language, PG
word count: 1010
comments: The wedding of a life time.
disclaimer: bleach and all of it's characters are the property of tite kubo. i make no profit from the writing of this story. all mistakes are mine alone
A/N: sometimes inspiration hits you at the weirdest times, and i hope this is okay. 
this was done for the shun/nanao comm contest on LJ

( daddy's little girl )
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